The Line

I don’t have much to say. I have a lot on my mind but I don’t even understand it all and there is only so much you can say about being confused. Ya know? I guess things just need time to take their place right now.

I’ve been having a difficult time sorting out my “beliefs”. Not religion per se but just what I believe is right and what I believe is wrong and where the line is drawn. Just the fact that I do believe there is a right and a wrong is hard for me to handle. I’m open to a lot of ideas but certain events have put a bitter taste in my mouth when it comes to decisions and our reasoning for making these decisions. When someone does something that hurts so many people can they really say, “I know I make mistakes but you don’t understand me so how can you judge me”? I’m sort of feeling like, yes, yes I can judge you. You ruined the lives and hearts of more than one person; even if you have your reasons you should have thought about how your actions would hurt everyone and chosen not to do that thing. If we did every little thing that we wanted to do, regardless of how it would effect others, then this world would be a very sick and corrupted place. When the consequence is so magnificent you need to consider putting the lives of 20 people above your desires.

But that is me, being judgmental, and I hate it. This is where I’m at right now.