That Burning Sensation

The biggest payoff I get from working out is the pain the next morning. Seriously though, my muscles are singing with pleasure even though it hurts to move my arms, the muscles in my back have announced that they do, in fact, exist, and my legs burn just a little every time I have to stand up. I love it! This is what keeps me motivated to continue these intense work outs. I know eventually I’ll be working so hard so continuously that it won’t feel quite the same but hopefully by then I’ll have some payoff when I look in the mirror to keep me going strong. For now I will just enjoy the feeling and I can be grateful that I re-instated my intense work out regime.

Another weekend. Thank God! I’m not sure why I get so excited; it feels like all I ever do over the weekends is clean. I clean and clean and clean because my roommates are incredibly messy and apparently the 100 strands of hair we lose every day all fall out in the same place; my bathroom floor. I’ve loaded (and unloaded) 5 loads of dishes already this week and when I left for work this morning the sink was full…again. There is cereal scattered across the counter, and therefore across the floor as well, and coffee mug stains dotting the table. McDonald’s bags are lined up along the floor because their boyfriends think that since I’m single I don’t have anything better to do than throw their trash away. I’ve tested my limits and left all this junk all week long. I only did one day of deep cleaning and other than that I’ve only done dishes so I could drink my coffee in the morning. I’m dying, I can’t last any longer. I am embarrassed that I chose to live with people who invite such filth into their house. So, I’ll clean, and I’ll bitch to my friends but I certainly won’t tell them to clean up their God damn mess because that would be rude…and I’m anything but rude to people who truly deserve it.

On a side note: Slim fast taste good….drinking it from the can is not so good. And it doesn’t control my hunger for longer; in fact, it doesn’t control my hunger at all!